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I should have known, it could have been so much better.
 
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First in 6 months.

College is so much different than I could have ever imagined. I wasn't expecting it to rip away the one person I needed the most. I'm left three hours with away with no one to talk to face-to-face and all I get are texts saying "Well, Hannah maybe this just means you should realize he isn't the one for you." a month later. Seriously?

 

This isn't me! I never sit around and mope about my decisions. I screwed up so bad and I hate having to watch him slip away from me. I never thought losing anyone would be this hard. But I guess thats because I'd never found the only one I want to be with. He was the one for me.

 

So now I'm left with a bunch of guys who want to "court" me. Yea, someone said that to me today. Ha, I had to try really hard not to laugh in his face. And I dated him for two days. Wow, go me.

 

"Close your eyes and make believe this is where you want to be
Forgetting all the memories, try to forget love cause love's forgotten me
Hey baby, it's never too late pretty soon you won't remember a thing
And I'll be distant, the stars reminiscing
Your heart's been wasted on me

Live your life inside a dream
Time is changing everything
Forgetting all the memories
And I'm forced into to you just cause you're into me"

 

I need my life back.

 
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:D !!!!!

i love california!

 

 

ha! you're not hereeee!

 

 :P

 
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spring break

doesn't get better than this.

 

girls

hanging rock

boyfriend

carl

beachh

car rides

loud music

ping pong

with silverware

movies.

new phone

giving blood

even if one was scary.

loud music

pictures.

windows down

shopping.

best friends.

 

okay, so a lot of that was repeated. or out of order. but i really don't give a damn. i love spring break. and every little detail it involves.

 

:D

 
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